stress up

I'm REALLY VERY stress up now='(

don know what to do????!!!!!....

.with my family?

.with my work?

.with my relationship?

i have totally LOSS..!!??!

Yesterday my family is in a BIG MESS!!!...

My parent have the idea to divorce..='(

i really really loss!!...

just want to end my life!!!...

i really stress up!!!...

1st time i saw my father beat my sis!!

and my mother shut at my father untill her face is red

i am very sad..

my heart was broken..=(

y my famliy become like this??...

I hope someone can really save me at tht time...

to lean me his ear and cheer me up...but he nv come down...

perhape can't blame about him

cos he don know i really need him alot at tht time

i really very sad

i can't breath...heart is pain...

only just feel like living...

end it...

where is lovely family??

where is someone i love the most??

where is my friends..??

i don know..

i really don know how to express my feeling now..

EVERYTHING IS OVER...

...

i'm not the one who will regret in the future...

cos i've try my very best to treat he well...=)

forget it...

i've better ones...=)

Ahh..wht the hell!!!...

Got a boyfriend also fan!!!...Don have boyfriend oso fan!!!

i really don know wht he treat me as lo...

i fine tht he don care about me='(

he go hot and cold ,up and down...

lol...

sometime he treat me very good, some time he suddenly lost...

i feel very tired...

hai...~~

if he know iam tired ,he sure will say break de lo...

sian....

iam so stupid right???

lol..

My heart is so messy!!!

just i trust him and love him alot...

and wht he talk is cute.. hhahaa

WHT THE F***!!!

#!@$!%^%&*

i hate ppl who bulff me!!!

i saw something pic in com !!! tht i don want to say out...

is so unfair to me...

nvm...

I KNOW WHT TO DO......

To my dear :

i would like to let you know

big thankful smile and that it can't wait to arrive !!

it need to let you know, as soon as you open it and read it, that it's from some one who i cares so much about you and your happiness....=)

how could i not love you??!?3@#$%$

you are ny 2nd person could ever take better care of me .

no one could every love me the way you do.

you are thoughtfulness =)

clarence we have has few up & down and althought we are diffenet in some ways.

we are so right for each other.

we balance each other out. it is like heart was searching for the perfect person foe me and there you were....

when iam troubled, i want you to be there to help me throught and i want you to know that when you need me i will alway be there for you!!!

i look farward to see you everyday...

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but now i has give up... sry...i really love u alot...

but u can't with me...

so i don want to meet you anymore... cos i feel pain='(

tired...

i don want to care anymore...

pls t.care yourself...drink more water=)

your stomach pain alway pain easly...

remember to take medic...

when you feel pian=)

SICK...

AHH!!!

* ^@#&#!#!!

IAM SICK!!!

WHT THE HELL LO!!!

I GOING OVERSEA SOON...

NOW SICK!!!

ANGRY...

i feel so sleepy now..Zzz

yesterday having a bad fever ...=( ...

MY HOLD BODY FEEL VERY PAIN...

now i feel very tired ...

i just when to see doctor and have my medical...\

now going to rest....

today i take lastmin off ...

i meeting someone important...

if i nv meet him today i nv get the change to meet anymore ...

want to see him the last time!...

i have make up my mine...is hurting=( ..and sry to him

but as long he happy i feel happy too....maybe tht is love call...

i will nv froget when him smile at me..he is very cute...=x (i nv tell him before)shhh...

nv forget how the smile is=)

and i will nv forget about today all the sweet memorise

i will stop contact him...

but i scare i can't do it...

but i have too...

all the best to him...

my dear cla.....

he get myblog add...i don know is really anot..so i better don say much in here=)

i don wish he to know how sad i feel...

i want to let him know i am happy in fore of him...

next week i going off! i'm live this sad place for a moment...

i need sometime..to forget tht person i fall in love with...

it's really sad and very hurtful ...just like last time... ?

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love??

hate??


i not going trust anyone ...

it is just a love game..keep on turning round and round...


will the days come and he really found me?? ..and be wih me..


is he really say it and he will do it??

i don know...


living...

i maybe chancing my number..

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

THK FOR THE SUPIRSE KBOX!!!

I ENJOY IT...